lets reggae all night!

my point is always proven again and again, that a 9-5 job in the future would spell the death of me physically, mentally, spiritually or whatever you'll call it. omg pls pls pls pls pls. rsaf ftw.


poker during weekends for the past two weeks pretty fulfilling aye guys? lol. okay but seriously there're tons of other activities that we could do rather than sit around a table for hours fingering cards. it's raining cats and dogs, mice and cheese, US government and AIG right now. so plans for level 30 buffalo wings at east camp have been put on hold. quite a pity really.

on the contrary, it's a saturday, so what's new?

omfg

saying last saturday afternoon was enjoyable is definitely an understatement. syfc can really be the best remedy. especially in times of adversity? but seriously, walking around in our flight suits(though it was warm when we went outside), talking to ALL kinds of parents(i certainly do mean all kinds), and giving the bfc students "advice", T.O.T.A.L.L.Y worth it. no?

oh whatever. so what's all the talk about vague instrutions? ambiguous future? think! i received a text from school the minute my phone was turned on(pun not intended, but oh well!), listing my grades for this sem's modules. you see what technology does for you? and in this case i'm not entirely PRO-technology mind you. so whatever.

got btt done thanks to the banks god ZEKE, *chants "All Hail Zeke!!!"*, and finally managed to settle everything for my driving. practical lessons, final theory trial tests, final theory test enrolment and what have you.

ps. finally got my bag as well. I. AM. CONTENTED.

REALLY.

5am and we're moving

i'm impressed, the internet speed of the coms at the airport's pretty neat. niceee. so yesterday was a big day for all A levels students, so congrats to all who did as well as they hoped.

gonna be away till tuesday. no where far away, just to sabah. it's nice going for a short trip just to collect your thoughts and be out of contact for a while(well, though i wouldnt want to be uncontactable to some). and ever since i realised my appreciation for all who are here, i've always had this little reluctance to leave for trips. in other words, i miss people here. awwww you might say. hahaha.

okay, i've gotta go, the lady talking through the system's getting irritating. ciao.

w.h.y.

not cute. adorable.

roar

why, of all the time, must it hit me now? dont get me wrong, i'm not emo-ing here, just been running some stuff through my mind these few days, and somehow cant help but question the reliability of reality. alright enough of that shit.

i just wish that we can have some time with no direction or purpose, or even one day. just to set things right, just to live a carefree life, just to have no obligations. just O.N.E. day. see i'm reasonable. but nooooo, life will tell you not. oh well.

been busy of late, and at the way things look, probably will be for a while? pretty happy but somehow troubled. and it's unsettling, to say the least, that i find myself in such a spot. quite the contrary to what i usually see no?

when i was younger i had piano and swimming to keep me busy. then band in primary school, which i always enjoyed. then in secondary school it was band again, this time much more meaningful and accomplishing, in many ways i say. then poly, and it was syfc, which likewise, very accomplishing, and...... i dont know, just feels good. and now that i'm kinda done with that, i feel so lost. like really lost. and since i was lost, i discovered the two biggest regrets of my 18 years so far. and that really saddens me alot.

it's just way way way tooo frustrating, and somehow it just piles up and adds on. it's pretty hard to talk it out cos it'll be a really terrible one sided conversation, and well, if a person dominates in a conversation, it ain't one isn't it?

interesting enough, when i see the way people emo on their blogs, it's always just a few sentences of their wave of emotions, always spaced out throughout that post. but that'll never happen aye! WOOSH.

blogger's a pain now

i'm not allowed to upload an image. thanks blogger. today was fun, fun-er, delightful, then BOOM downwards spiral to shit. applaud applaud. entourage's the best remedy for insomnia. HELP ME!!!

the curious case of benjamin button is the most heart warming show i've ever seen. EVER. it starts off as distrubing, then it gets light hearted, comical, then sitting-at-the-edge-of-your-seat kinda feeling, then heart warming and then heart breaking. what a blast. got the book, and wow, comes with the movie's script. but i'm gonna tempt myself with it till the end of my papers.

life's short. really.

woosh

i'm really tired. shiok. this whole being-tired feeling's really great. feels great. and i'm typing rubbish. somehow? kinda? maybe? probably? possibly? sorta? yeah. fine.

anyone wanna join michael phelps? i want some cannabis. and a bong. and a lighter. and my phone's ringing.

conflicted

CLASSIC(:

somehow, i just cant seem to hide the fact that i do miss taking to the skies every week, even if i were to get scolded by the instructors, cos once you've tasted flight, somehow you'll never get enough. and caas is taking forever to send me my license. dang.

days have passed and things have happened. CNY's fun so far. very enjoyable. good break from school shites. therapeutic indeed. i'm kinda zonked out atm since it's 2.30am. i wanna sleep. i will go now. g'night readers( if there are any).

happy new year btw(:

AMERICAN HISTORY X

Happy Birthday my gay boy!

wednesday was another awesome day for soo many reasons, one of which was jeffrey HONG'S birthday. BSPFLS for 6 years babe! haha, so qd, jp, judith, yq and i were at wheelock place, then to isetan shaw centre. so qd purchased 2 bottles of champagne(one being a beringer), jq yq and gab shared a bottle of ice wine(heard it's pretty neat?) and i got a bottle of beringer and braown brothers. ALL these werre for the star gay boy! hahahah.



so we met them all and took a nice bus ride down to holland village, where we had reservations at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao for steamboat at 8.30. dinner was NOT BAD(urgh), but company was super fun! wahahah. dinner talk was hilarious that we all probably lost 4, 5 kg? yeah man. decided to all head to ju's place to hang out.


ARGH

while they made their way there, i left to meet a friend. after so long, so near yet pretty far? hahah, it was really great. (:


BSPFLs FTW!

then it was to ju's place for the chill-ing. AMERICAN HISTORY X is da bomb man! hahaha. i'm gonna hunt for it really soon. and jeff's cake's simply heavenly, and it better be for 80 bucks. haaha. OH! jeff's van got clamped. but the guard decided to be a saint by letting us off on no charges. AWESOME DAY.

ROAR

having family ties beats almost everything else in the world. as corny as it sounds, you have to agree that no matter what happens, no one is pretencious, hell no. no one NEEDS to be PRETENCIOUS.

and that's awesome. i love that. (: