here it comes again

hahas. the malaysian grand prix is here!! this weekend. the top bets are fernando alonso, michael schumacher and jenson button. hopefully limi raikonen will put up a strong front to at least reach the podium.(if the engine and other technical areas are reliable!!)

hahas. just finished maths tuition. not bad. new tuition teacher though. but he's lively. hahas. gonna have to leave for training soon. after that at ard 5, i'll be having chem tuition. lols. tuition tuition tuition.

yesterday was quite fun. went for lunch with my grand aunt together with my bros and mom. at night went to sgcc for dinner. my dad is lame!!! wahaha!! he's got all sorts of damn funny jokes! some are vulgar though. but it's still damn funny! couldn't stop laughing in the car on the way home!!

school is gonna reopen in two days time. back to the bustling school days with homework,rememdials, and band. lols. that's the life of an average singaporean student i guess. hahas. see ya.

Y-O-U

wahaha!! we had growth camp last wednesday to friday. i was suppose to go for the upper sec one, but being a 'responsible senior', i decided to help out with the other student leaders for the lower sec camp. it was allrightt. but for the first two days, i had to be a freaking station master for the AMK conquest. the conquest thingy is like the amazing race around amk and bishan where you have to wait ages for the groups to come to your freaking checkpoint.

IMAGINE!!!! sitting there for 4-5 hours with nothing other than your mp3 and handphone to entertain u, and waiting for the groups to come to your checkpoint!!!!!!!! initially i thought it was easy to handle, but after sitting there for three damn sessions, i finally know how it is like to feel isolated from soceity!!! gosh!!! was like going to die of freaking boredom!! but the student leaders were damn fun to be with!! kah jui's weird sleeping position was like da vinci's 'the virtuvian man', except he was facing downward!!! wahaha.

yeah!!! the 2006 Formula 1 grand prix has finally started, with the Bahrain GP.qualifying was like super different from last year. in the end, Ferrari qualified with a 1,2 with M. Schumacher in the pole position and F. Massa right behind. the end result was F.Alonso taking the first place followed by M. Shumacher in the runner up and K. Raikonnen in the second runner up placing. Raikonnen's result was superb considering he started the race right at the back of the pack cos i think he crashed during qualifying.

i've been feeling a bit off lately. really dont know why. i feel so unlucky. i feel like God is being so unfair to me. oh God, please, i beg you.

what else have you gotta say?

you know why i like this picture? even though it depicts a looney and "spongey" character found on nickelodean's ( not very sure how to spell it!) tv show 'Spongebob Squrarepants', it tells of the childish and carefree personality found inside every soul, even in times of diversity.

listening to the Hillsong+ Delirious 'Unified Praise' cd now. not bad. the first song is very nice. hahas. currently repeating the song over and over again. hahas. i'm kinda bored though.

i've still got a social studies essay, portion of DnT folio and some other stuff that i cant really remember, waiting for me to complete! argh! okay. i will try to stop complaining about the disadvantages of being a o level student, and instead think of the advantages! hahas. erm. u can bully your juniors!(kidding only!), get away with a number of things from the DM, have lots of fun during chem class?!?!( especially in 4e2 during ms loh's lesson)!!! hahas.

jacky just said that he's gonna try not to spend money for the next 28 days, and after considering, i think i really dont mind following him, maybe i just wont spend money on luxury items. hahas. TRY!!

coolla roodda

hahas. yesterday i went for the placement test at the british council. guess how much i got!?!?!?! hahas!!! 72 out of 80!!! woooohooo!! yeah! quite happy with myself!hahas!! and the centre i'll be attending will be at napir road! which is like at orchard !!!! wahahas. i can meet sandra for lunch!! yeah! see sandra, i am soooo nice!!! hahas.

had band today. quite usual. nothing special.

mr chan seems to be enjoying himself during humanities lessons as he is always indirectly and sarcastically insulting band. sigh. he's one sad man who will never be understood. wahahaha!

4 letters!!

oh gosh. i'm gonna have a brain overload with maybe a two hours hang before .... KABOOM!! hahas. i've got two more letters to do!! wa. Job application and letter of appeal. like i wanna appeal for some dumb auditorium. argh!!

spent sunday gazing at msn, watching people slowly signing in through out the whole day. as lame as it sounds, i found out that people sign in the most at around 8.30 to 10pm, which is the peak period. maybe msn should implement fees for signing in during the peak periods. hahas! like our ERP system. lols. ~lame~

had a full english paper 1 test today. 1 hour and 45 mins! hahas.yeah! hopefully i will get A1 compared to the usual A2 or B3.~***~

what?!?!

today was extremely tiring in terms of mental stamina.. strtched to the limit by almost everyone.. stress stress stress..sigh.. i'm taking a break today to be able to rest.. hahas. i've gotta stay back every single day!!!

Sunday- Chinese Tuition
Monday- Commit Programme
Tuesday- Maths remedial and Band
Wednesday- Commit Programme
Thursday- Science remedial and Band
Friday- Commit Programme
Saturday- Badminton training

see!!! hahas.. my schedule for the week!!! gossh.. shit right? hahas.. i agree.. mistake made, lesson learnt, knowledge gained!!!

my mp3!!!

oh no!!!!! my mp3 has passed on!!! hahas.. yeah.. i think it has been 2 years and it's a second hand one.. so.. hmm hopefully i'll be able to get a new one?!?!?! hint to my parents!! wahahaha..

look at this!!! oh my god!!! i haven't finished counting the number of toms and cymbals!!1 gosh.. the owner must be crazy!! hahas.. this is one insane drumset!!! hahas..

nerve wrecked..

tmrw is cross country and i'm running as a competitor.. i ran with de hui and casper yesterday!! 12 rounds around the bishan stadium.. casper finished in 25 min.. de hui in 29 mins.. and mi? 34 mins!! hahas.. okok la.. at least i didn't walk!! okok i gtg real soon.. i wanna sleep early cos i wanna run well tmrw!! okok see everyone tmrw.. good luck to 4e2!! i miss ***

oh my god!!!

saturday was super great!!! training was acceptable but wasnt't that good either.. then went over to aunty kem leng's house.. it's super big!!! and it's lovely!! i want a house like that.. it's got three floors, a bomb shelter, and they have two children and each child has almost one whole floor to themselves!!!! wat the hell!!! it's not fair..i'm gonna have a house like that.. wahahah..

and after that my mum dropped michael and i at raffles girls for the "Rock For Good" concert.. shawn had my tickets so i called him when i was at the gate.. and guess wat!!! i called him 43 times while i was waiting for 45 mins!!! can u believe that!! but it was worth it.. the concert was awesome!!!the band Crossbred was damn good.. and one of the guitarist was damn bloody handsome!!! hahas..every girl's dream guy!!!the instrumental song was out of the world!!!

and.................i met my parents at Shangri-La for dinner at " The Line"!!! hahas.. one of my favourite restarauts!!! i ate quite a lot cause i was starving by then.. it was 9 something ok!!! hahas.. then i msged jennifer and we found out wat a small world we are living in!! she knew this girl and my best fren also knew this girl and i knew jennifer.. ah ya.. it's a complicated story.. hahas.. okok.. wanna go study now.. hahas.. see ya..

duality.. if the pain goes on, i'm not gonna make it!!!

I push my fingers into my eyes...

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...

But it's made of all the things I have to take...

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...

If the pain goes on...

Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed

I've waited as my time's elapsed

Now, All I do is live with so much fate

I've wished for this, I've bitched at that

I've left behind this little fact:

You cannot kill what you did not create

I've gotta say what I've gotta say

And then I swear I'll go away

But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise

I guess I'll save the best for last

My future seems like one big past

You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together

Or separate the skin from bone

Leave me all the Pieces,

then you can leave me alone

Tell me the reality

is better than the dream

But I found out the hard way,

Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the thing I have to take

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...

All I've got...all I've got is insane...

All I've got...all I've got is insane!

All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes

It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache

But it's made of all the thing I have to take

Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside

If the pain goes on,

I'm not gonna make it!