and so here we go

mixed emotions, blurry sights, distorted sounds, and that stench?? SWEEEETTTTT

franz ferdinand has been a good change, check out their song "no you girls". funky shyt. oddly enough, i cant recall the events of the past few days, but somehow part of me doesnt want to? not that i didnt have fun. so excel's as good as it gets, and i think when i get back to school i'll pretty much own in it. excel ftw!

oh wait, cong wen. guo hao and Odette Yustman. there you go!

airport visits and the lone wolf

dinner on saturday was really quite good i guess, and we all agree it's somewhere different than the usual cliche eateries around the island. plus the journey in is really something i'm totally into. monday blues is a really powerful thing, and i definitely understand why the adults loathe mondays, or at least why the word always thought to be meaningless is rather meaningful. contradicting but you get it.

do you think a lone wolf is dangerous? oxymorons ftw!

see you in four months dude

lets reggae all night!

my point is always proven again and again, that a 9-5 job in the future would spell the death of me physically, mentally, spiritually or whatever you'll call it. omg pls pls pls pls pls. rsaf ftw.


poker during weekends for the past two weeks pretty fulfilling aye guys? lol. okay but seriously there're tons of other activities that we could do rather than sit around a table for hours fingering cards. it's raining cats and dogs, mice and cheese, US government and AIG right now. so plans for level 30 buffalo wings at east camp have been put on hold. quite a pity really.

on the contrary, it's a saturday, so what's new?

omfg

saying last saturday afternoon was enjoyable is definitely an understatement. syfc can really be the best remedy. especially in times of adversity? but seriously, walking around in our flight suits(though it was warm when we went outside), talking to ALL kinds of parents(i certainly do mean all kinds), and giving the bfc students "advice", T.O.T.A.L.L.Y worth it. no?

oh whatever. so what's all the talk about vague instrutions? ambiguous future? think! i received a text from school the minute my phone was turned on(pun not intended, but oh well!), listing my grades for this sem's modules. you see what technology does for you? and in this case i'm not entirely PRO-technology mind you. so whatever.

got btt done thanks to the banks god ZEKE, *chants "All Hail Zeke!!!"*, and finally managed to settle everything for my driving. practical lessons, final theory trial tests, final theory test enrolment and what have you.

ps. finally got my bag as well. I. AM. CONTENTED.

REALLY.

5am and we're moving

i'm impressed, the internet speed of the coms at the airport's pretty neat. niceee. so yesterday was a big day for all A levels students, so congrats to all who did as well as they hoped.

gonna be away till tuesday. no where far away, just to sabah. it's nice going for a short trip just to collect your thoughts and be out of contact for a while(well, though i wouldnt want to be uncontactable to some). and ever since i realised my appreciation for all who are here, i've always had this little reluctance to leave for trips. in other words, i miss people here. awwww you might say. hahaha.

okay, i've gotta go, the lady talking through the system's getting irritating. ciao.

w.h.y.

not cute. adorable.

roar

why, of all the time, must it hit me now? dont get me wrong, i'm not emo-ing here, just been running some stuff through my mind these few days, and somehow cant help but question the reliability of reality. alright enough of that shit.

i just wish that we can have some time with no direction or purpose, or even one day. just to set things right, just to live a carefree life, just to have no obligations. just O.N.E. day. see i'm reasonable. but nooooo, life will tell you not. oh well.

been busy of late, and at the way things look, probably will be for a while? pretty happy but somehow troubled. and it's unsettling, to say the least, that i find myself in such a spot. quite the contrary to what i usually see no?

when i was younger i had piano and swimming to keep me busy. then band in primary school, which i always enjoyed. then in secondary school it was band again, this time much more meaningful and accomplishing, in many ways i say. then poly, and it was syfc, which likewise, very accomplishing, and...... i dont know, just feels good. and now that i'm kinda done with that, i feel so lost. like really lost. and since i was lost, i discovered the two biggest regrets of my 18 years so far. and that really saddens me alot.

it's just way way way tooo frustrating, and somehow it just piles up and adds on. it's pretty hard to talk it out cos it'll be a really terrible one sided conversation, and well, if a person dominates in a conversation, it ain't one isn't it?

interesting enough, when i see the way people emo on their blogs, it's always just a few sentences of their wave of emotions, always spaced out throughout that post. but that'll never happen aye! WOOSH.